最难过的一天

一个在你小时,教你走路的人,教你吃饭,教你说话的人...突然间,要里你而去,那种感觉是何等的痛苦,难过...一个我爱的人,跟我最亲的人,突然,就要离开我,我真的很舍不得,很舍不得...我小时很叛逆,亲戚们都不喜欢我,只有妈一个人,用心教我,爱我...她跟我说,凡事不要斤斤计较,要活的开心...今天早上睡觉时,接到姐的电话,说妈可能过不到这个月,听到这个电话,我情不自禁的大哭一场,人说男人流血不流泪,可是当一个男人流泪时,就证明他的心比流血还疼上千倍.爸在我小时,就离我而去,现在....我不要...我还没读完书,还不能让妈过个好日子,我不要你这样就离我而去,我的心真的很痛,我不要看见你离开我的那一幕,我不要...我小时一经看见爸离我而去了....我不想变成孤儿...上天我求你...别那么狠心好吗?别把我最亲的人,都夺去好吗?我真的好想哭,很无助...

刚接到姐的电话,她说妈需要动手术,我真的很担心妈,妈他真的很疼我,有一天当我回家放假时,她需要去医院复诊,我说我要陪可是她不给,那我也算了...回来时,看见妈她笑笑的,我以为妈没事了,妈她笑笑的对我说,医生看错报告,其实妈她没事的,妈还说院长来跟妈说对不起,我还信以为真,妈还说医生要赔回妈一里胸部,我听了真的很开心...以为上天听到了我的祈祷....哪知,有一晚妈没回家,我打电话给她她没听,过后从舅舅口中得知,妈她去医院了....为什么?不是没事的吗?为什么还要去医院?...我真的没心情写下去了...对不起...晚安

everytimes blog...i also feel sad...i dunno wer to release my feeling...so i choose to blog...ytd receive sis call...told tat mom juz finish for x-ray...but doc say tat found some cancer cell inside the stomach...wat!!!!!!!breast already gt cancer cell le...nw stomach somemore...i really feel so scare...scare will lost my mom...but no one noe my feeling even the most close of me de u...u also dunno...i dun wan quarrel le...i keep tolding u i today so sad...but y u still cant hear?y still must quarrel?i really scare i will betahan...my heart already very sad and keep on pain le...i scare i will cant tahan and suddenly die...i really scare of tat...i nw wat also dun hope...i juz hope i can get a gud result to make my mom happy..cheer she...and...i juz hope can get a well sleep...i already 2 day cant sleep well le...my mind so luan...haiz...

It end Tonite...chun and peh...i hear u 2 de...i will gg it...bye

juz bac from kl...zzz tired only...i c dao one father and his son playing at the garden...c they play until so happy...let me think bac my dad ne...haiz...if my dad still here then him ma can teman me play le luu~...2moro wan match me...hope can win...althought i noe it is very hard but i will try my best...erm...i gt one conclusion wan share with all friend...MOM really wont kira with their child...dun care their child do wat wrong or wan wat they also will forgive their child...tis is MOM LOVE...but we do child de if noe mom do wrong,will we forgive mom?will we wont angry mom?i dunno hw to answer...maybe we will maybe we wont...for those who no treasure their mom de,hope they will noe they are wrong...if unluckly our mom suddenly die...we wan treasure them also no chance le ne...haiz...TEASURE UR MOM !!!!DUN LET THE CHANCE GONE!!!

All will be END tonite...

Be4 wen i din have com and cant on9,i always pray tat i can have a com and can on9...but nw gt com and can on9 everyday...i feel sian pula...haiz...i dun wan be like cant live if without com...so i wan reduce on9 reduce play com...i dun wan 2 yi lai com ne....haiz....4 those who so yi lai com de...better change le ne...dun wan face on com 2 much o...no gud 4 health de...^^...gud nite